Rachel Leviss, previously often called Raquel, is opening up about Vanderpump Rules.

The 29-year-old former forged member is gearing up for her new iHeart podcast Rachel Goes Rogue, the place she’s set to share her aspect of Scandoval.

In a preview of the podcast, Rachel opened up a couple of main remorse she has about season 10, and revealed how Ariana Madix influenced her choice to not return for the upcoming 11th season.

Discover out what she mentioned inside…

“Trying again at that season, I used to be at my lowest of lows,” she mentioned about season 10. “Filming Vanderpump Guidelines after breaking off an engagement with James, that was my first mistake, as a result of I ought to’ve taken the time to heal and discover a therapist.”

Rachel went on to speak about what it was like seeing James with new girlfriend Ally Lewber all through filming, consuming closely throughout filming, and watching again how she interacted with them. All of that contributed to her not desirous to return for season 11.

“I may solely think about the ache I might trigger by filming in the identical surroundings with Ariana,” she shared within the preview. “Being concerned with anyone’s boyfriend whereas they’re nonetheless in a relationship is a big betrayal and so painful as it’s.”

“Then to proceed working with these folks,” Rachel continued. “And seeing the person who you really liked a lot and also you thought they beloved you simply as a lot as you really liked them, be conversing with this different particular person, it will simply be so catastrophic, and I didn’t wish to do this to Ariana. I didn’t wish to put her in that place.”

Rachel additionally talked about bodily violence and slicing folks out of her life, alluding to an altercation with Scheana Shay, for which Rachel filed a restraining order towards her, inflicting them to need to film the season 10 reunion individually. She provides that she hasn’t heard from anybody on the forged since.

“I don’t have many boundaries, however bodily violence is crossing a boundary for me,” she says. “And in the event you assault me, I’ll lower you out of my life. I haven’t heard from any of them, however I don’t actually essentially wish to hear from any of them.”

A pair months earlier, a Vanderpump Guidelines producer shared why they think Rachel should have returned for season 11.

Tom Sandoval just lately discussed their affair, how he fought so hard for her and where he stands following their breakup.